Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten me through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)

Hmmmm...

Dear Spice Girls, Alanis, Ms. Braxton, and any other 90's cliche' artist,
Thank you for allowing me to tune out my dysfunctional family while I have a 'My So Called Life' moment-jumping around and singing into my hair brush. I've never been one who relied on music to get me through tough times, but you 90's music did just that. One of the hardest times of my life were in the 90's, and it had one of the best soundtracks to date. Thank you!

Viva Forever...
Cherice

Day 12 → Something I never get compliments on.

I seriously am not fishing for compliments here, but I never get compliments on how I look. Robby always says how beautiful I am, but that's different. I want a complete stranger to come up to me and tell me how beautiful I am. It's happened once, but I was at the Orleans, and there was a huge possibility that he was wasted... LOL! Kidding aside, this hurts my feelings more than you can think...

Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment me the most on.

This is so hard to explain 'cause I don't get that may compliments. People do say that my nose is perfect, so I love that! But most things that I get compliments on is that I'm a good friend. I'm glad that I get that the most. :)

Day 10 → Someone I need to let go, or wish I didn’t know.

I wish I didn't know her. I need to let her go.

Day 09 → Someone I didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

There's so many people that I have had in my life that I never wanted to drift away, but sadly they have. Too many to count. But then that comes back to me and makes me wonder was it me? Obviously I'm a good friend, but am I really? I try to be the best person I can be, but it's hard. I have so many good friends that try equally as hard as I do, so I make an extra effort for them. Is this wrong?

Mandy, I desperately want you back in my life, but it's hard when we have opposite schedules. You are a dear friend to me and I just want you to know that.

Bree, you and I were great friends, and I've been there with you through so much. I know you're in school and that's super important! Please reconnect with me!

Josh, my little brother, I didn't want to stop talking to you, but you forced me to that. I love you but it's hard to love you when you make those life choices that are not good for anyone. Please change your life so we can be in one an others lives. I love you.

Day 08 → Someone who made my life hell, or treated me like shit.

Well, I'm sure you all know who I'm about to say...

My dad has done everything in his will power to bring me down. He still makes my life hell when he calls me drunk. When I was a kid, he beat me and worked me like a slave, he said mean things to me and made me feel useless. There's a line you cross as a parent, and he crossed that many times. As an adult, he calls me to hear my voice and to tell me how proud he is of me. I feel bad for him because he's alone and has no one. Again, putting me through hell. The only thing I can take away from having a drunk as a father is knowing what type of parent I will be when I have children. Nothing like him that's for sure.

Day 07 → Someone who has made my life worth living for.

Robby. He has made my life worth living for. Each day I awake to see him snoring away, and that puts a smile on my face. He's an amazing man who loves me for me. Life without him would seem boring and non-existent. I love each day I get to spend with him.

Day 6: Something I hope I never have to do

Go through another miscarriage again. I hurt from any and every way and never again do I want to go through that.