Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Day 07 → Someone who has made my life worth living for.
Robby. He has made my life worth living for. Each day I awake to see him snoring away, and that puts a smile on my face. He's an amazing man who loves me for me. Life without him would seem boring and non-existent. I love each day I get to spend with him.
Friday, September 10, 2010
Day 6: Something I hope I never have to do
Go through another miscarriage again. I hurt from any and every way and never again do I want to go through that.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Day 5- Something I hope to do in my life...
Dear Cherice
I know that one day you will be the best mother in the world. I know that this is something that you want more than anything. I know that you hope to one day be the mother that you know you can be. Patience is something that you should practice and one day it will come to you!
Also, I know you want to learn sign language. This will happen!
Love always,
Cher
Friday, August 20, 2010
Day 4- Something I have to forgive someone else for.
Dear Cherice
This entry by far is the hardest post. I don't know where you're going to get up the strength to forgive her, but you have to at some point. Emily is the lowest scum on the earth and forgiving her makes me want to throw up. But I know I have to. It still has to take some time, but I have to forgive Emily.
Me always...
me.
This entry by far is the hardest post. I don't know where you're going to get up the strength to forgive her, but you have to at some point. Emily is the lowest scum on the earth and forgiving her makes me want to throw up. But I know I have to. It still has to take some time, but I have to forgive Emily.
Me always...
me.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Day 3- Something I have to forgive myself for...
Dear Cherice
While writing this it was hard to come up with something that I had done to forgive myself for. Could it have been stealing when I was a kid? Perhaps. Could it have been slacking with education until my late 20's? Yes, that could be it. But those are all things I had forgiven a while ago. Cherice, dear child, I forgive myself for thinking harsh things about myself. Never thinking that I'm good enough for anything. I forgive you for thinking you're fat, you're ugly, and will amount to nothing. You're wrong and I forgive you. Just knowing that these factors are anything less than the truth will help you move on and love yourself more, something that you have been working on for sometime. Keep up the great work Cherice!
As Stuart Smalley from SNL once said...
I'm Good Enough, I'm Smart Enough, and Doggone It, People Like Me!
Love me always...
Cher
While writing this it was hard to come up with something that I had done to forgive myself for. Could it have been stealing when I was a kid? Perhaps. Could it have been slacking with education until my late 20's? Yes, that could be it. But those are all things I had forgiven a while ago. Cherice, dear child, I forgive myself for thinking harsh things about myself. Never thinking that I'm good enough for anything. I forgive you for thinking you're fat, you're ugly, and will amount to nothing. You're wrong and I forgive you. Just knowing that these factors are anything less than the truth will help you move on and love yourself more, something that you have been working on for sometime. Keep up the great work Cherice!
As Stuart Smalley from SNL once said...
I'm Good Enough, I'm Smart Enough, and Doggone It, People Like Me!
Love me always...
Cher
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Day 2-Something I love about myself...
Author's side note: I know that it has been about a week since I posted this, however I have gone through some trying times with losing the pregnancy and not knowing if I had a job or not. I am happy to report that Robby and I are doing great and know that the timing just wasn't right for our little orange seed. We know that it will happen real soon for us! Also, I start working back at Cahlan on Wednesday for the next school year as a special education teacher. Life is good!
Dear Cherice
With as many qualities that I adore about you there is one quality that I adore the most. Cherice I love how kind you are. I love that people want to come to you when they are in times of trouble and you just know the right thing to say. You have a kind heart with a kind soul that others around you can pick up on. Because you are so kind you make friends with ease because they feel normal around you. This quality is hard to find in other people, but you tend to pull that out of people and see them as a kind and loving individual.
It is hard to put on a happy face at times, I know that, but you do it with such ease that for that, it is the best thing I love most. Always stay this way. Always. I love you.
~your self
Cherice
Dear Cherice
With as many qualities that I adore about you there is one quality that I adore the most. Cherice I love how kind you are. I love that people want to come to you when they are in times of trouble and you just know the right thing to say. You have a kind heart with a kind soul that others around you can pick up on. Because you are so kind you make friends with ease because they feel normal around you. This quality is hard to find in other people, but you tend to pull that out of people and see them as a kind and loving individual.
It is hard to put on a happy face at times, I know that, but you do it with such ease that for that, it is the best thing I love most. Always stay this way. Always. I love you.
~your self
Cherice
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Day 1, Something I Hate About Myself...
Dear Cherice,
I love you dearly, but there's one thing that I hate about you. I hate how inpatient you are. I wish that there were more times that you would just sit and and take in the environment rather than always trying to be somewhere. I know that you are working on that, but could you please take your time and try to be patient? Your husband knows how to do this, your friends are quite patient, why the heck aren't you?
When you start to feel yourself get to a point that feels rushed, remember, it's not the end of the world if you just stop, take a breath, and reorganize your thoughts. I'm sure you'll start to see sooner that the world looks a lot better from a more slower pace!
With much love,
Your inner self...
I love you dearly, but there's one thing that I hate about you. I hate how inpatient you are. I wish that there were more times that you would just sit and and take in the environment rather than always trying to be somewhere. I know that you are working on that, but could you please take your time and try to be patient? Your husband knows how to do this, your friends are quite patient, why the heck aren't you?
When you start to feel yourself get to a point that feels rushed, remember, it's not the end of the world if you just stop, take a breath, and reorganize your thoughts. I'm sure you'll start to see sooner that the world looks a lot better from a more slower pace!
With much love,
Your inner self...
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